March 22, 2011 9:44:33 AM GMT
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March 22, 2011 5:12:59 AM EDT Quote Edit Delete One more thought:
The question, or Quest that has been plagueing me for so long now is How do we break free from that that Idea, proposed by those song-sheet scientists who no doubt had an influence on society, government and media as a whole that have Limited us for so long keeping us as mere automatons - not fully conscious computers? How do we completely Free Our Minds and take control of our lives, our reality and reach limits no human has ever dreamed of, how do we re-connect, how do we become fully aware of our true potential and Live it for eternity? Of course mental heath has a great deal to do with being stuck in this limited way and it goes both ways, our mental health limits us from Freeing our minds.. and in many cases the knowledge that we are not in control and the world we live at large is Wrong... the Knowing that there is so much more to our Being so much more to "I"... but there is also "We" or a collective consciousness of all conscious entities, Can and Does promote an unhealthy mental state. I myself Had been for years becoming more and more mentally unhealthy, depressed, anxious and feeling so issolated Because I Knew There Was So much More and that this World id not make sense to me, I did not fit in.. as hard as I tried, I kept falling back into that aching feeling and that made me more depressed, anxious and withdrawn..and that in it self became a snowballing effect. I went to doctors for help and they fed me mind numbing anti-deressants..lol(B.S) and tranquilzers just keeping me Stuck until they do more damage than anything.. never really did any good. But that question, the quest to answer it and gain control over my mind.. not just to "fit in with this World - this Holographic illusion reality, but to reach far beyond those lines drawn in the sand by the majority who try t enforcethis limited view of reality.. of how things are and how they work, and what your are supposed to do and believe even down to Religious Dogma dictating to us what Spirtuality is.. what the rules are.. Defining God and what He expects from us and what He will do to punish us if we disobey.. I was taught that if I eat meat on Friday I have Sinned and will be Punished by God?!... All of these Lines drawn in the sand of our "Controlled' perception of our limited selves and of our limited reality reinforced by Everyone from teachers to scientists to clergy to society an even family... these lines that have been drawn say "Don't look past here, there's nothing else to know. Go Back to Sleep!" But I Can Not, I will not. I want to be fully awake and boldly cross over that line and realize the incomprehensible potential of my consciousness, to be connected to everything and everyone, to be in control with a mind that is totally free of the bondage it has been in for far too long! But the line keeps getting blurry when I aproach it because I am still too trouble by This Life and my personal struggles.. fiancially mainly, to fully pursue this quest. Still I must put all these "worldy worries" aside in order to break free and pursue this quest which the closer I get will liberate me and allow me to achieve a certain amount of "success" and happiness along the way while still in this vessel. I often wonder which is worse, being an automaton with no asperations or thoughts f crossing that line.. or even knowing there is an imaginary line, or the burden of knowing and desperately seeking to connect with our full potential... which may be limitless. For some it comes easier to free the mind others, and others find it harder and may need a radical "Jump Start" - for example a serious infusion of brain chemicals - natural "keys to the universe within and outside(one in the same?) to unlock a much wider perception that lets them see beyond all limits, maybe do to personal issues reinforced by their formative years and mistakes made because of the emotional and metal scars that have yet to heal. Scientist can not explain so much of what is real as hard as they try within the limits of the "scientific method" They are just now starting to merge the previous taboo of merging science with the spiritual. We as humans in my opinion should be much further along by now. As far as "limitlessness of self " I don't know if that is a proper term. I still believe in a supreme being, a creator that came before all.. I call It "God". I do not strive nor wish to be a god, only to connect with him as closely as i can, and just be the ultimate Human Soul I can be. And I belive that people who have no interest or belief in these possiblities.. the true automatons, will die in a sense.. never being liberated from that narrow minded idea that there is no line, that this physical illusion is all there is. I feel sorry for them and fear that people I know with this frame of mind will remain stuck even past physical death. I hope I never give up on my quest, I can't imagine ever regressing to a state of disbelieving in what I alrady know.. that knowledge wich eats away at me as I trudge thru the dulldrums of daily life trap in the confines of this"Matrix" of limitation enforced by the world that the human collective has created. It makes me think of the "traitor" in the Matrix movie that would kill to get plugged back into the illusion, who said "Why didn't I just take the Blue Pill".. I would rather spend the rest of mylife striving to free my mind than to be a mindless drone, oblivious to all the infinite possiblities of Consciousness and the hope that the quest for that freedom spreads like wildfire to every human mind on this planet until one day All will be connected and "I" will be less important than We.. because we are One, with each other and with God.. we are the collective conscious yet are still each unique individuals... all Beautiful sentient spiritual beings, only flawed in these vessels and by the hammer of social/political thought control. May we all assend far beyond, sooner than later.
Bryan M.